menanti di barzakh

ajal yang datang di depan pintu bukan kita boleh jangka. bukan boleh elak. bukan boleh tangguh. kematian itu adalah sesuatu yang pasti. yang tak mungkin kita boleh lari dari nya. i was talking to others but to remind myself as well. at first, i mean before the death of my friend, i live life like there's no end in it. like i was going to died 60 years ahead. ignoring everything, just do what what you feel good for yourself, kalau berdosa, nanti2 la bertaubat. yeah. thats what i think. not just me, i think most of us did.

but after my friends death, i start valued life. by mean of religious side. i lost almost all desire of life. e.g: before this i want i-pad la, then i want sony aino, bla bla bla... now, i feel like all this thing does not even benefit me at all. bukan boleh bawak masuk kubur pun. kalau mati, bukan malaikat tanya handphone apa yang kita pakai, kan?

what concerned me much is my preparation facing death. do i really prepared. i trying to be "nice". i mean nicer in muslim way but still without hurting others. i try to talk nice, stop talking bad about people, stop scolding people. there's a few thing i can't really change. i can change it but it would drag people's attention. and people would start asking. that sound not nice to me. just be nice and try to pleased everyone lah kan?

there a few people i want to say here. not really want to marah you but just want to give some advise. maybe u guys are not aware of this death thing because korang xrasa sendiri lagi kan? i mean no one close to you have died of sudden. so, maybe u guys can feel relaxed about it. well, let me tell you one thing. deaths can occur anytime, anywhere. you would never know how long are you gonna live in this world. if u guys are doing something sinful, better stop. benda yang kita boleh berhentikan sendiri, baik kita stop je. contohnya, tengah berdating. tiba-tiba ajal tiba. mati ketika tangah melakukan dosa. astaga~. minta jauh. dosa yang boleh elak buat, better we not even doing it at all. kalau dosa yang tanpa kita sedari, contoh mengumpat (sebenarnya sedar.. tapi kadang2 kan..), TERcakap kasar... korang fikirlah sendiri. ape guna TUHAN beri akal kalau bukan untuk berfikir. renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal.

belasungkawa : afiq nordin arshad (14 march 1991- 18 jun 2010)

Firman Allah Swt :

Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Kemudian hanyalah kepada Kami kamu dikembalikan. (AL'ANKABUUT 57).


afiq nordin arshard. we've known each other for years. went through our five hppy years at SBPIT and of course we had a nice years back then because of you! even we've become classmate just for a years, we always been so close as we're both the KL clan, remember? we always fought with each other in form 3. but i did enjoys every moment with you.

after SPM, we've never seen other, i never expect that i will see you in such way. you always comment at my wall in fb. never forget to tag me whenever you have some interesting pics in your fb. you always send me question in my formspring. and i know from your sister that you always talk about me to your lil sis. you have always been a good friends to me.

kalau aku boleh putar masa, aku akan dengar setiap jenakamu dan ketawa bersama denganmu, melayan setiap keletahmu, mendengar semua gossip mu, bergembira di ats setiap kejayaanmu, meng'comment' setiap tag2 mu, menjwab semua soalan formspring mu... kemudian, aku tersedar.. masa itu x boleh diputar kembali. kau tetap per...gi jua. doaku akan sentiasa mengiringi mu.

losing you have been a great loss to everyone who knows you.

and everyone who are still grieving on his death, remember this
Allah s.w.t. tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala dari kebajikan yang diusahakannya dan mendapat siksa dari kejahatan yang dikerjakannya. Mereka berdoa "Ya Tuhan kami, jangan Engkau bebankan orang-orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tidak sanggup kami memikulnya. Maafkanlah kami, ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami, Engkaulah penolong kami, tolonglah kami atas orang-orang kafir." (surah al-baqarah)

same2 la kita sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada arwah

Pertemuan Kita Di Suatu Hari
Menitiskan Ukhwah Yang Sejati
Bersyukurku Ke Hadrat Ilahi Di Atas Jalinan Yang Suci

Namun Kini Perpisahan Yang Terjadi
Dugaan Yang Menimpa Diri
Bersabarlah Di Atas Suratan
Kau Tetap Pergi Jua

Kan Ku Utuskan Salam Ingatanku
Dalam Doa Kudusku Sepanjang Waktu
Ya Allah Bantulah Hamba Mu

Mencari Hidayah Daripada Mu
Dalam Mendidikkan Kesabaranku
Ya Allah Tabahkan Hati Hamba Mu
Di Atas Perpisahan Ini

"Teman Betapa Pilunya Hati Menghadapi Perpisahan Ini.
Pahit Manis Perjuangan Telah Kita Rasa Bersama. Semoga
Allah Meredhai Persahabatan Dan Perpisahan Ini. Teruskan
Perjuangan"

Senyuman Yang Tersirat Di Bibirmu
Menjadi Ingatanku Setiap Waktu
Tanda Kemesraan Bersimpul Padu
kan Kenangmu Di Dalam Doaku

Semoga Tuhan Berkatimu

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have you shown ur love?

Unlike Karim Benzema which does not show his religious side on the field, this is not the case for Samir Nasri who does not care what people will say it.

At the beginning of each game, Nasri has isolated few seconds for raise his both hands to heaven, to recite the Fatiha.

i dont know if i have the right to say this. but we never shown our love to ALLAH like this much. we tends to shout yess! instead of ALHAMDULILLAH if we score goal or we gains something good. we cursed if something bad happen to us. supposely we say INALILLAH or SUBHANALLAH or ASTAGFIRULLAH. we feel shy even to sujud in the middle of people to express our thanks to ALLAH.

look at this people. thousands are watching them. there is no single term of SHY in their heart when it comes to showing their love to ALLAH.




come on peeps! sat awhile and think, how much we thanks ALLAH compared to how much did ALLAH gives His love to you?