it's really A2! gosh!

ok. short post. i'm tired of weeks of maths work. this almost blow my brain.

somehow, i dun believe in miracle now. in this world, there's only hard work and laziness. hard work gives you success, laziness gives you failure. by holding to this, i push myself to my very full limit to study hrd to make through this A-level successfully.

i wish my friends will also have same way of thinking as i do. lets put a promise that we will work to our very effort for this A2 so that we will come back to this jungle-college , KTT and do whatever we wanna do and have even more fun when we are doing our KI here. im looking foward to see all of us here back next year. hopefully.

let's pray to God that He will listen to our prayer that we want everyone to successfully gone through this A level and achieve a good results. amin.

this my another family. :)

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tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, presenting, my 3rd family!!
(91 all starz still in my num 2 rank. hee :))
meh. meh. let me introduce you to these nice people i've regard as my own sibling in my dear
KTT.

ini rena. seorang punjabi celup. haha. that is what we like to call her. she's a punjabi but she doesn't look like one. plus, she know nothing of punjabi language. strange kan? she is my very best sport partner. :) owh, owh, one fact. u guys think i'm loud kan? she LOUDER.

next to her is gavin. dia bosss besarrr. ( betul-betul BESARRRR punya. xtipu.) dia our very absolute boss kami. kalau dia cakap A, mesti semua akan follow. plus, dia paling matured among us.

ni ru ren. hurm. one of the most tallest guy in our college. he's freaking tall. sumpah tak tipu. he's originally from Kelantan ( he's can speak klate. awesome kan?) and he is the most immatured among us. plus, dia sangatttttt perasan hensem. :P he likes to sing but he's voice is sumpah x best.


this is the pembuli. both. john hii and vei hung. x perlulah saya nak introduce mereka. menyemakkan memori korang semata-mata. hahaha..

this is mark and ah wei. one chindian yang unfortunately no really that handsome ( well, i thought all chindian are handsome.) but, nvm la mark. u are soo damn nice. i'll ingore your un-handsomeness. haha. ah wei, he has the biggest stomach. we used to called him majlis pembandaran, well u know what it means.


this is ah hun. dia erm, erm.. buas. sorry lah ah hun. i know u dont like this pic but i look nice in it. :P *selfish*

there's more of this family actually. well, we have john kiu, afiq tan ( kau aku included jugak. kau patut stop kutuk aku) and our pet, brad pitt the hamster. :)
they are nice funny people who complete my whole puzzle pieces of my college life and half of my teenagers live.

*i hope they not reading my blog or i'm half dead*

human uncertainty

kita manusia yang lemah. device yang penuh dengan uncertainty.

2,3 hari ni aku rasa aku macam manusia tamak. tak pernah puas dengan apa yang ada. aku rasa aku macam (bukan macam.memang) ramai kawan. tapi tu semua kawan nak bergelak ketawa . time-time ni lah saya rasa saya rindu pah, rindu a'an, rindu kiko, rindu damia.... korang mesti tau apa nak buat nak pleased aku kan?

aku memang tak reti nak marah or scolded people. tak reti nak cakap yang aku tak suka apa yang kau buat, instead, aku join sekali. haish. kadang-kadang, rasa macam nak marah. tapi tak reti nak tengking balik. cuma tahu diamkan diri. i just cry if i too pissed off. bodoh kan? tengoklah. sekarang tengah jiwa kacau kasik lepas dalam blog. padan muka reader baca post emo aku hari ni. biarlah. siapa suruh baca blog ni.

haish.
biarlah saya layan perasaan ni sorang-sorang.

so many things to say yet so little time.

i'm happy today~!!! yeepi. yeppi. hana tajima was actually reading my blog! woosh! this is freaking cool. it's like getting a moment to talk to your idol!! wahhh!! i'm jumping all over the places and smiling the whole day. :) yes,hana. u actually had brighten up my day.
owh, btw, if you read this, i need to seek for your opinion about what kind of dress i should wear to my graduation nite. it's my very last night before i fly to india next year and of course i wanna look fabulous dat nite. ngee~ :) btw, i'm 168cm and gotta huge lower part of my body. hmph. i'm kindda rough, so i dun want to wear maxi dress plus heels for sure. that is soo not me. yeeeuw. ok. what do you think..? this prom nite kindda thing is one month ahead. so i have so much time to think but my exam is just around the corner. owh, i'm not rich and i prefer cheap stuff. heh. :)


ok. yesterday i did some open house. not really lah. just invite a few friends to come over and celebrating eidul fitri with them. and to my suprise, some of them actually first time eating malay cuisine and some stuff they dont even know like lemang, and urap kelapa (or some people called it serunding). honestly speaking, i was actually takut wanna bring over friends to my house. well, it's so small, serba kekurangan but there actually didnt care about it and actually accept me just the way i are. and that really makes me feel relieves. haha.
i just wear my checkered shirt. i've lost my sense of fashion now. haha.

A2 are getting nearer. its kindda freak me out a bit. we finished the whole syllabus for bio, chem and maths. only physics left. but i think i can cope with it. well, i really like physics. kindda weird for a medical-to-be students but yeah, i really love it. more than i actually love bio. :P ngeh.
for the first i dont really care how many A's i will get, as long i pass through the cut-off point and able to fly to india, i will be grateful enough. yeay!

i fall in love with iphone 4G! wahhh!

there's a devil at my side whisper this to me "jum tengok personal taste. le min ho. handsome tuuu~ or.. watch kaichou wa maid-sama. come on bebeh!"
the other angel beside said this " study. study. or else you wont fly to india and be a medicine student. you will be a LOSER"
and of course the angel words kindda freak me out abut i always thought the devils offer kindda good. :)

my hamster are fat. fat. and fat!!! and getting cuter everyday. :) my dear brad pitt. muax!

hana tajima simpson

OK SO I AM HERE TO TALK ABOUT MY FAVOURITE FASHION PERSON (*krick krick krick* got such word meh) ok anyhoos. her name is Hana Tajima-Simpson.she's a english + japanese person. her mum's english and her dad's a japanese dude.

the reason i love her is because DUDE, SHE HAS THE SAME TASTE AS ME. CEHHHH HAIK TUI.

but seriously i am digging like gold digger about her style.

but whatever it is. i WILL WEAR TUDUNG LIKE HER STYLE ONE DAY. I WILL. hehe. so semangatt.

cool kan?karen... i wish i can be as gorgeous as her. :)
owh, hanaaaa.. you are just so gorgeous. find more about her in her website.

raya terakhir saya di malaysia.

walaupun tak kompem fly lagi, still nak tulis title yang berbaur konpem2 fly. biar. baru semangat sikit nak study. hahahaha. sengal.

well, maybe i've been too sarcastic about my raya this year. oh, well, i should. come to think about it, my kampung was no longer exist (the house have been roboh by my auntie to built a fine nicer house of theirs), my grandma was no longer live ( she died when i was in form 5) and plus, plus, plus, exam is around the corner. which part of the exam that make me concern is most is bio paper 4 and maths paper 3 is on the same day. can u believe that..? my 2 most killer subject is on the same day. on the same day!
yeah. i still think i should kill mr cambridge.

honestly speaking, i think i was wrong. well, maybe this raya wasn't that bad after all. my baju raya this year is a simple white cotton baju kurung with pink and dark blue flower pattern on it. i like it anyway. and i wear it with a dark blue shawl i brought on jalan TAR in KL which cost only rm5. owh, owh, went i passed by this one shop selling very nice jubah, me and my family stop for a while to have a look inside the shop. i want to ask the shopkeeper for an assistance so my father called the shopkeeper. "kak, berapa jubah ni kak?" it's a usual to address a lady older than u as kak. as the shopkeeper turn around, OMG! i can feel the will smith's song playing inside my head, the shopkeeper is actually a guy! a bangla guy to be obvious and he is wearing a black jubah with a shawl and make everyone thought that he is a lady~! even my father was shocked and everyone turned out burst of laughter.

unlike my brother and sister, i don't much effort of collecting duit raya. my brothers all together with my cousin tour to the whole kampung, into any strangers house for the duit raya. haha, i just need to go to some specific relative house and begging with this line " ni raya terakhir saya kat malaysia. bagi lah double." so, most 80% are touched by my words. hahahaha.. then, me and my lil sister went for some outing in our second day of raya. at first, i thought of going to A'Farmosa only but turn out to walk until Jonker Street. A'Farmosa is errm.. ok but freaking hot! no wonder why a lot of people selling fans by the side of the builing. me and my sister were walking like a nyonya with us kipas ourself. haha. except we dont wear the kebaya plus sunglasses. then, we will look exactly like one. then, the best part of this, JONKER STREET!! i spend most of my duit raya there! OMG! i buy a lot of souvenir to my fellow friends in college,yeah, since i've demand present from them. so, as to be polite, i'll buy them some as well. and i've buy a lot to myself too! and i cant stop buying there. shuut. owh, owh, and there accident here as well. i'm buying these one kind of chopstick where they sell according to chinese surname and zodiac. so i thought i can buy some to my chinese friends in college. so, i ask this one chinese guy to help me out. first i ask for lui (as for jin xiang), he took almost 10 minutes looking for lui and keep asking me if is lui or liu. cis. then, i ask for lian (victor). he then looked confused and search for another 10 minutes and end up find nothing. next, i ask for kiu. not there as well. i ask for hii. the guy then turn at me and said, why ur chinese friend's surname so weird one? owh, i thought all chinese surname so common..?

owh, owh, lots of my relatives are saying that my body have loss quite a mass. hahaha~!! i am indeed very happy. not much effort actually, me myself dont even realize it. hehe.. *still proud of it*

today is the third day of raya. no specific plan for tomorrow but still looking foward to it. honestly speaking, i start to miss college already. but i still love raya! and jonker walk as well! can't wait to be back to college. giving all the souvenir i brought there (hope they like it! *^^* ) and continuing the spirit of raya in the college!!!

sedikit sebanyak ramadhan tahun ini

alhamdulillah da sampai seminggu terakhir pun ramadhan. wah. time flies so fast! not even realizing it.

baru cuti beberapa hari, dah rasa macam nak balik kolej. teruk betul. ramadhan-yang mungkin-terakhir-di-malaysia alhamdulillah sangat best tahun ini. million thanks kepada enchik foo ru ren (si galah panjang yang funny gila tak ingat plus hebat berbahasa kelantan) enchik john hii ( si pembuli no1) , enchik gavin (boss besar) enchik ah wei (dia da 1 pack yang large volume capacity) john kiu, aarun, mark, rena (penghuni setia tanjung rambutan), afiq tan (pervert no 1 KTT) and crazy fellow housemate and classmate cuz menceriakan ramadhan saya di sini. :)


flash back balik ramadhan KTT tahun ini, lots of masak-masak, share food with neighbors and closed friends, play badminton almost every evening (and yes i am still fasting that moment), going buka puasa outside with my non-muslim friends here, tarawikh with my housemate and enjoying every moment with them.

i guess i'm gonna miss this a lot if i fly next year to india. :)