kawan saya yang hebat. :)

Ini munirah. Sempena birthday saya, dia pakai tudung secara permanent dan official. Hebatkan dia? Bukan senang okehh. Tempe (referring to local indians) kutuk dia suruh bukak, member panggil ustazah la, even she have to fight her own nafsu. Ye lahhh. Siapa yang tak bernafsu kalau ade rambut cantik tapi x boleh tunjuk? Hurmm.. But she was really tough. Badan je kecik.

Aku punya inspired by her strong will sbb pakai tudung secara permanent. Alhamdulillah. Skrg aku rombak balik closet aku, buang baju2 yang x seberapa nak err.. Korg paham sendirilah and start wearing all those loose clothes yang menutup bukit bukau depan dan belakang. Hehe. Dan tudung pun insyaAllah akan cuba menutupi dada. Stoking kaki dan tangan jgn sekali tinggalkan ye tuan2 dan puan2.

Bunyi je macam senang.. Tapi.. Mak aii. Susah la weyhh. First, baju2 loose ni mmg payah nak jumpa kat market skrg. Kalau jumpa, mmg nasib baik. Bukan xde, tp mmg susahhhh sgttttt nak jumpa. Dah pulak badan aku ni mcm besar sikit, kena effort sikit la xnak bg nampak ketat. Second, berperang dgn nafsu ber'fesyen'. Ni sumpah hari2 bermain- main dlm kepala aku. Siapa xnak pakai mcm hana tajima or fatin liyana kan? Tapi, tu main reason kita tutp aurat? Menyenangkan mata manusia or Allah? X salah rasanya nak lawa. Sedangkan Allah itu cantik dan sukakam kecantikkan. Tapi dalam nak cantik tu,kita kena lah ingat. Part of our aurat is modesty. I know its though.  Tips? Xde yg istimewa sgt lah. Aku cuma ingat ni je " apalah sangat pandangan manusia kalau nak dibandibgkan dgn pandangan Allah."

Banyak sebenarnya nak cerita ni. Tp bila blogging through phone rasa macam tak nikmat je nak type panjang2. InshaAllah. Next entry i'll give some tips how to tutup ur aurat properly

Sekian, Assalamualaikum. :) :)

hadiah saya buat Rasulullah. :)

saya nak berhijrah.

saya nak tinggalkan semua

keluar dari kepompong kejahilan

dan jadi orang baru

saya nak mulut saya basah

basah mengingati Allah dan Rasul-Nya

basah membaca ayat-ayat cinta dari Allah

basah dengan doa-doa

saya nak mata saya melihat

ciptaan Allah yang indah

bertasbih memuji kekuasaanNya

saya nak mata saya menangis

air mata penyesalan

air mata taubat

saya nak badan saya sihat

supaya saya boleh solat dengan sempurna

supaya saya boleh membantu org yg dlm kesusahan

supaya saya boleh berusaha

untuk berjaya di dunia dan akhirat

saya nak akal saya cerdas

supaya saya dapat berfikir akan kebesaranNya

supaya akal saya peenuh dengan ingatan kepadaNya

supaya saya mampu menggunakan akal saya

membantu umat manusia dan umat Islam khususnya

saya nak hati yang suci

supaya hati saya penuh dengan rasa cinta kepada Allah

rasa cinta kepada Rasulullah

supaya hati saya berdetik perkara yang baik-baik sahaja

supaya hati bergetar mengenangkan azab neraka

maka hati saya tidak lalai

Ya Allah, saya hambaMU sekecil kuman

umat kepada sebaik-baik manusia

besar nikmat ni, ya Allah.

Hari jadi Rasulullah

hadiah saya ialah hijrah

saya tau susah

tapi saya nak juga berusaha,

sebab bila saya jumpa Rasulullah di syurga nanti (insyaAllah)

sebab saya nak beri yang hadiah yg terbaik kepada Rasulullah

amin.

a patriotism post

mungkin semenjak dua menjak nak ke oversea nih, saya lebih berkewarganegaraan (is that what we called.. err... i think better be patriotik, it sound better). kalau bukan kita nak sayangkan negara kita, siapa lagi ye tak?

actually this post comes in mind since now i am here, home alone after watching a frustrating arsenal game against totenham, i watched badminton instead. well, truthly speaking, i not a badminton lover at first. i a total loser, well i used to help my friend to become a dummy,making fool of myself when playing badminton so they can qualified to become school representative. mana tau, at college, when there's not much choice of sports to play, i just play badminton and not to brag, im kinda good at it. haha.

recalling last year, i was in student lounge at KTT, watching badminton (thomas cup if i was not mistaken), markis kido/hendra setiawan (indonesia) vs wat-ever-their-names (china). well, sengit gila kot game tu. i almost scream so semangat, getting too much emo watching the games. well, im not alone. there's a few taiko2 badminton (john hii, ru ren, afiq tan, jin xiang). and, not to mention, we have AS level exam in a couple of days. when i watched this, i recalled my mom once said this to me, " orang cina mesti sokong china. dia orang semangat tengok china menang je" well, mom. come to KTT and i'll prove you are wrong. here where all chinese would scream emotionally watching chong wei fighting his best for the nation against lin dan. even some of my friend sokong indonesia during the previous men's doubles. the support indonesia because they want some other country,other than china, to win. and they also dont want to support china because chong wei will meet them later. haha. epic!

if u want a true spirit of patriotism in malaysian, go watch football. no kidding. i went for malaysia vs singapore and it was an EPIC! bak kata pak cik sebelah, tak pernah menyanyi lagu Negaraku semangat sangat sampai rasa macam nak pergi berperang. singing all cheer songs to malaysian footballer, boo-ing the singaporeans (haha.. ini tidak bagus. sila jangan tiru) and celebrate the first goal by Harimau Malaya. it was an epic. i guess, thats how it feel if i watch football in Emirates,huh? but the main thing i want to emphasize here was, there was nothing as all-malay fans. two row behind me was full with a row of chinese people, wearing Harimau Malaya jersey and plus, with spikey yellow hair. so semangat! there's even an indian family far in the front rows and if you are a foreigner and you are wearing Harimau Malaya jersey, you'll be famous. it happens in the stadium.

i guess there's no rasicm in malaysia now. maybe a few lah. but not many. all people have learnt to respect other culture.

owh, game dah tamat. lin dan menang. nampaknya chong wei jumpa lin dan lagi besok. good luck lah chong wei!!!

tak sabar nak tengok compilation of video sent by malaysian to mat lufi at youtube. harap-harap that moment dah dapat internet.

sorry peeps!

GUA GILE BIZI MACAM BABS SAMPAI LUPA HUPDET BLOG! SORRY GILA.

buy me this. please, for my birthday present and i will love u more than anyone else in this world.

*deep, mad in love with polaroid spectra*

a once-upon-a-time story that never been told.

masa saya Form 1 di asrama penuh, ayah saya yang hantar register. jalan bengkang-bengkok tak hengat punya dari KL ke temerloh. mak rasanya tengah mengandung tahap hampir nak meletup. so, she stays at home with my brothers and sisters. lepas sampai, macam biasa lah, bila pendaftaran, mesti kena bayar segala macam yuran yang ada,dengar ceramah pengetua which seems like never gonna ends, kenal dengan kawan yang duduk sebelah menyebelah.

masa tu boleh dikatakan antara masa-masa kritikal family saya. kewangan tak stabil, ayah saya sudah bersara awal atas faktor kesihatan, dan mak cuma berniaga untuk menampung keluarga. memang tak boleh lupa betul those times.

masa bayar yuran, saya dan ayah duduk di belakang seorang student yang kaya tak hengat. bapak dia pun bawa duit bergulung-gulung. semua paid in cash. entah-entah siap suruh cikgu "keep the change" lagi. punya lah bapak kaya. Kami tengok je dari belakang. 

Then its our turn to pay, we have limited cash in hand, so banyak fees have to be cut down and paid later. Nasib baik cikgu masa tu (cikgu saniah) sangat helping and tolong kitaorg sort yuran-yuran tu semua. 

Alhamdulillah. Tu cerita form 1. I made through boarding school. Dah belajar India dah pun sekarang ni. Alhamdulillah. Since form 2 pun i was on scholarship sampai sekarang. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. Tapi cerita saya dengan ayah ni saya selalu ingat. Sampai bila bila. 

So this post dedicated to ayah, well i know he wont be reading all this, but selamat hari bapak. And i wish i was your forever awesome daughter that you will be proud of because you are my forever awesome ayah sampai jannah. InsyaAllah. 

working life.

after you study, you definitely gonna go find some work. well, practically saying, work arent as easy as one could think of. but, well, its still depends. who, what and how was the environment are you working with. when it suits you, it feels nice. if its not, then you gonna quit. but thing are not as easy as that. sometimes, you dont have much choice but to only bear with the environment that you dont like.

my brother and i are both working right now. he goes to J.Co Donuts while i stuck here in the Starbucks. during our first week, my brother kindda enjoy his work. the senior employee are so nice to him, the donuts are nice and everything seems so right then. well, for me, honestly speaking, im not really into my job. things have to be learnt fast, some of my senior employee are too scary for me and the job, SUPER TIRING! but now, things are getting better. its a good experience tho to work here. you learn a lot of new stuff, learnt how to be discipline and stick to the rules of you store and all the employee are fun! all these hardness i take as my pre-training for myself before i become a real doctor *mmg poyo macam nak kena sepak je kann?*

i am really clumsy at work. and almost all my manager cant believe that i'll taking medicine and they always said that they doubt me. they even said they wont coming to the hospital i'll be working. hahahahaha.. cant blame them. i also doubt my self. but then, my brother are quitting soon. he said he's not fit into the environment. well, i know just making excuses. he's a guy who cant stick to rules. i mean tight rules. im kindda disappointed with his attitude. but when you arent feel good with your working environment, you wouldnt put your full commitment into the work. same goes with my brother. he come late to work. he always complaint. and now, he's said he is quitting. i cant say more. im sadly too disappointed.

this is just a bit of my pre-working life. just my part time work. not a real job. maybe i wanna hear yours too. just share. :)