Hujan.

Kadang-kadang kita rindu dengan hujan yang menyapa muka kita walaupun huja  selalu buat baju yang kita sidai di ampaian tak kering.

Kuning

Kita akan duduk di atas puncak itu
Kita menghirup meggi separuh mentah
Yang kita masak seminit tadi
Yang kita makan kerana lapar yang tak tertahankan

Kita bercerita perihal masa lalu kita yang indah
Sambil melihat bintang malam
Dan aku akan berpura-pura memerhatikan bulan purnama
Sedangkan aku merenung kamu

Dan "Yellow" akan menyanyi-nyanyi di telinga kita sepanjang malam.

A talk to remeber.

Its must been ages since aku borak dengan ayah. Owh God! Sumpah rindu gila.

I always been a daddy's girl dari kecik. I even put a long hatred feelings for my sister cuz i thought she took away my ayah (fyi,ayah always biased with his daughter)

Lately, duit habis kering kontang. Tinggal 100-200 rupees je simpan tu pun sbb takut2 minyak motor habis ke cemana. Nak topup pin xde duit weyh. Apetah beli buku OBG. Punya lahhh miskin.

And when this thing that happening to nisa ni asyik buat aku teringat kat ayah je.

Bila elaun masuk, terus bantai call ayah borak sampai setengah jam kalah pakwe-makwe weyh!

Cakap pasal rayban la, royal anfield la, ayah nisa la, my studies, china, raya etc.

Its been ages since i have talked to ayah this much. Owhhhh mengalir air mata.

P/S: padah x pi mengundi kena leter dengan ayah tadi.

Alfatihah to ayah nisa

Ayah nisa meninngal dunia pagi ni jam 7.30 pagi waktu India. Ayah dia menghidap cancer. Not even a year he's been diagnosed, skrg dah meninggal. Allah, how fast the dunya is leaving us.

Im frozen in my bed. Helpless.
What's gonna happen to her sister and brother. Kecik lagi kot. Baru spm dgn upsr.
That small adik tu, how he will  accept the fact that he is no longer have his dad on his side? Allahu.
Who's gonna hear all her mom's complaint of the day?

I cant imagine me in her shoe. My ayah been suffering from diabetes mellitus. Idk since when. He loss his teeth, become thin. He looks older than his real age. I once saw him shivering during Ramadhan due to hypoglycemia he's facing when he's trying to fast.

Ayah dont leave so fast. Idk if i have done my duty as a daughter to you. Regardless how small your salary is, i know u still work hard for our family rite?

Hold on for our big family.
Hold on for mak's nagging and complaining to you
Hold on to us ur 7 children
Hold on for being Aiman's bestfriend
Hold on to be my and Beby's wali (and maisara too insyaAllah)
Hold on till i graduate
Hold on till i bring both you and mak to umrah
Hold on.
Just hold on,ayah.

kisah bapak orang dan bapak saya

bapak dia sakit. kanser, dengarnya tenat dah bapak dia. terus dia book tiket pulang ke Malaysia.

bapak dia bertanding PRU13 nanti. calon PAS. berusaha dia promote bapak dia dalam fb. tolong pancing undi maybe.

bapak dia kahwin lain, diam-diam. dia kecewa.

bapak dia western betul. dia pulak akak naqibah. pening dia fikirkan macam mana nak berdakwah kepada ayah dia.

tapi tu cerita dia. cerita bapak orang.

bapak saya nampak tua dari umur sebenar. gigi pun kadang2 ada, kadang2 takde. duit untuk anak2 pun belum tentu cukup, apatah lagi nak afford gigi palsu. bapak saya kuat merokok,satu badan dia bau rokok. bersifat diktator. nama pelik. bapak saya ada kencing manis. bapak saya orang melaka. bapak saya masih bekerja, walaupun kadang-kadang saya pun confius dengan perkerjaan dia yang terkini.

tapi, bapak saya tetap bapak saya. buruk baik dia, tu lahhh satu-satu nya bapak yang ada. Babji tu jugaklah i have to carry with my names sampai mati.

cant imagine life without ayah. couldn't.

please hold on till saya dapat ijazah dan saya nikah. i want you to be my wali.

A post for damia

Her name was damia.

She's my jannah-mates insyaAllah. We both promise ourselves that we will strive for jannah and met each other there. To think how pure our friendship is, makes me cry most of the time. The time when i just forgot our aim, she would just popped out and keep me back on track. All praise to Allah for giving me such a wonderful friendship with her.

May Allah grant us both jannah. So we can meet up there and lepak till forever. :)

Warming up

Assalamualaikum peeps. Uhuk. Uhuk.

Sorry. Berhabuk benor dah blog ni.

Plan to cont writing stuff here from my galaxy note. Soon. InsyaAllah.

Cuz i realise i've been liking the idea of writing long posts on facebook and i should just use my blog balik.

Since its a post from a phone, please expect multiple typos here and there and spelling error and whatsoever onwards. Dont tegur, cuz i dont care.

I'll post stuff. Maybe about life, stuff i like etc. I try to keep in short (its a phone post.. what do you expect anyway) and simple.

Stay tuned.

kawan saya yang hebat. :)

Ini munirah. Sempena birthday saya, dia pakai tudung secara permanent dan official. Hebatkan dia? Bukan senang okehh. Tempe (referring to local indians) kutuk dia suruh bukak, member panggil ustazah la, even she have to fight her own nafsu. Ye lahhh. Siapa yang tak bernafsu kalau ade rambut cantik tapi x boleh tunjuk? Hurmm.. But she was really tough. Badan je kecik.

Aku punya inspired by her strong will sbb pakai tudung secara permanent. Alhamdulillah. Skrg aku rombak balik closet aku, buang baju2 yang x seberapa nak err.. Korg paham sendirilah and start wearing all those loose clothes yang menutup bukit bukau depan dan belakang. Hehe. Dan tudung pun insyaAllah akan cuba menutupi dada. Stoking kaki dan tangan jgn sekali tinggalkan ye tuan2 dan puan2.

Bunyi je macam senang.. Tapi.. Mak aii. Susah la weyhh. First, baju2 loose ni mmg payah nak jumpa kat market skrg. Kalau jumpa, mmg nasib baik. Bukan xde, tp mmg susahhhh sgttttt nak jumpa. Dah pulak badan aku ni mcm besar sikit, kena effort sikit la xnak bg nampak ketat. Second, berperang dgn nafsu ber'fesyen'. Ni sumpah hari2 bermain- main dlm kepala aku. Siapa xnak pakai mcm hana tajima or fatin liyana kan? Tapi, tu main reason kita tutp aurat? Menyenangkan mata manusia or Allah? X salah rasanya nak lawa. Sedangkan Allah itu cantik dan sukakam kecantikkan. Tapi dalam nak cantik tu,kita kena lah ingat. Part of our aurat is modesty. I know its though.  Tips? Xde yg istimewa sgt lah. Aku cuma ingat ni je " apalah sangat pandangan manusia kalau nak dibandibgkan dgn pandangan Allah."

Banyak sebenarnya nak cerita ni. Tp bila blogging through phone rasa macam tak nikmat je nak type panjang2. InshaAllah. Next entry i'll give some tips how to tutup ur aurat properly

Sekian, Assalamualaikum. :) :)

hadiah saya buat Rasulullah. :)

saya nak berhijrah.

saya nak tinggalkan semua

keluar dari kepompong kejahilan

dan jadi orang baru

saya nak mulut saya basah

basah mengingati Allah dan Rasul-Nya

basah membaca ayat-ayat cinta dari Allah

basah dengan doa-doa

saya nak mata saya melihat

ciptaan Allah yang indah

bertasbih memuji kekuasaanNya

saya nak mata saya menangis

air mata penyesalan

air mata taubat

saya nak badan saya sihat

supaya saya boleh solat dengan sempurna

supaya saya boleh membantu org yg dlm kesusahan

supaya saya boleh berusaha

untuk berjaya di dunia dan akhirat

saya nak akal saya cerdas

supaya saya dapat berfikir akan kebesaranNya

supaya akal saya peenuh dengan ingatan kepadaNya

supaya saya mampu menggunakan akal saya

membantu umat manusia dan umat Islam khususnya

saya nak hati yang suci

supaya hati saya penuh dengan rasa cinta kepada Allah

rasa cinta kepada Rasulullah

supaya hati saya berdetik perkara yang baik-baik sahaja

supaya hati bergetar mengenangkan azab neraka

maka hati saya tidak lalai

Ya Allah, saya hambaMU sekecil kuman

umat kepada sebaik-baik manusia

besar nikmat ni, ya Allah.

Hari jadi Rasulullah

hadiah saya ialah hijrah

saya tau susah

tapi saya nak juga berusaha,

sebab bila saya jumpa Rasulullah di syurga nanti (insyaAllah)

sebab saya nak beri yang hadiah yg terbaik kepada Rasulullah

amin.

a patriotism post

mungkin semenjak dua menjak nak ke oversea nih, saya lebih berkewarganegaraan (is that what we called.. err... i think better be patriotik, it sound better). kalau bukan kita nak sayangkan negara kita, siapa lagi ye tak?

actually this post comes in mind since now i am here, home alone after watching a frustrating arsenal game against totenham, i watched badminton instead. well, truthly speaking, i not a badminton lover at first. i a total loser, well i used to help my friend to become a dummy,making fool of myself when playing badminton so they can qualified to become school representative. mana tau, at college, when there's not much choice of sports to play, i just play badminton and not to brag, im kinda good at it. haha.

recalling last year, i was in student lounge at KTT, watching badminton (thomas cup if i was not mistaken), markis kido/hendra setiawan (indonesia) vs wat-ever-their-names (china). well, sengit gila kot game tu. i almost scream so semangat, getting too much emo watching the games. well, im not alone. there's a few taiko2 badminton (john hii, ru ren, afiq tan, jin xiang). and, not to mention, we have AS level exam in a couple of days. when i watched this, i recalled my mom once said this to me, " orang cina mesti sokong china. dia orang semangat tengok china menang je" well, mom. come to KTT and i'll prove you are wrong. here where all chinese would scream emotionally watching chong wei fighting his best for the nation against lin dan. even some of my friend sokong indonesia during the previous men's doubles. the support indonesia because they want some other country,other than china, to win. and they also dont want to support china because chong wei will meet them later. haha. epic!

if u want a true spirit of patriotism in malaysian, go watch football. no kidding. i went for malaysia vs singapore and it was an EPIC! bak kata pak cik sebelah, tak pernah menyanyi lagu Negaraku semangat sangat sampai rasa macam nak pergi berperang. singing all cheer songs to malaysian footballer, boo-ing the singaporeans (haha.. ini tidak bagus. sila jangan tiru) and celebrate the first goal by Harimau Malaya. it was an epic. i guess, thats how it feel if i watch football in Emirates,huh? but the main thing i want to emphasize here was, there was nothing as all-malay fans. two row behind me was full with a row of chinese people, wearing Harimau Malaya jersey and plus, with spikey yellow hair. so semangat! there's even an indian family far in the front rows and if you are a foreigner and you are wearing Harimau Malaya jersey, you'll be famous. it happens in the stadium.

i guess there's no rasicm in malaysia now. maybe a few lah. but not many. all people have learnt to respect other culture.

owh, game dah tamat. lin dan menang. nampaknya chong wei jumpa lin dan lagi besok. good luck lah chong wei!!!

tak sabar nak tengok compilation of video sent by malaysian to mat lufi at youtube. harap-harap that moment dah dapat internet.

sorry peeps!

GUA GILE BIZI MACAM BABS SAMPAI LUPA HUPDET BLOG! SORRY GILA.

buy me this. please, for my birthday present and i will love u more than anyone else in this world.

*deep, mad in love with polaroid spectra*

a once-upon-a-time story that never been told.

masa saya Form 1 di asrama penuh, ayah saya yang hantar register. jalan bengkang-bengkok tak hengat punya dari KL ke temerloh. mak rasanya tengah mengandung tahap hampir nak meletup. so, she stays at home with my brothers and sisters. lepas sampai, macam biasa lah, bila pendaftaran, mesti kena bayar segala macam yuran yang ada,dengar ceramah pengetua which seems like never gonna ends, kenal dengan kawan yang duduk sebelah menyebelah.

masa tu boleh dikatakan antara masa-masa kritikal family saya. kewangan tak stabil, ayah saya sudah bersara awal atas faktor kesihatan, dan mak cuma berniaga untuk menampung keluarga. memang tak boleh lupa betul those times.

masa bayar yuran, saya dan ayah duduk di belakang seorang student yang kaya tak hengat. bapak dia pun bawa duit bergulung-gulung. semua paid in cash. entah-entah siap suruh cikgu "keep the change" lagi. punya lah bapak kaya. Kami tengok je dari belakang. 

Then its our turn to pay, we have limited cash in hand, so banyak fees have to be cut down and paid later. Nasib baik cikgu masa tu (cikgu saniah) sangat helping and tolong kitaorg sort yuran-yuran tu semua. 

Alhamdulillah. Tu cerita form 1. I made through boarding school. Dah belajar India dah pun sekarang ni. Alhamdulillah. Since form 2 pun i was on scholarship sampai sekarang. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. Tapi cerita saya dengan ayah ni saya selalu ingat. Sampai bila bila. 

So this post dedicated to ayah, well i know he wont be reading all this, but selamat hari bapak. And i wish i was your forever awesome daughter that you will be proud of because you are my forever awesome ayah sampai jannah. InsyaAllah. 

working life.

after you study, you definitely gonna go find some work. well, practically saying, work arent as easy as one could think of. but, well, its still depends. who, what and how was the environment are you working with. when it suits you, it feels nice. if its not, then you gonna quit. but thing are not as easy as that. sometimes, you dont have much choice but to only bear with the environment that you dont like.

my brother and i are both working right now. he goes to J.Co Donuts while i stuck here in the Starbucks. during our first week, my brother kindda enjoy his work. the senior employee are so nice to him, the donuts are nice and everything seems so right then. well, for me, honestly speaking, im not really into my job. things have to be learnt fast, some of my senior employee are too scary for me and the job, SUPER TIRING! but now, things are getting better. its a good experience tho to work here. you learn a lot of new stuff, learnt how to be discipline and stick to the rules of you store and all the employee are fun! all these hardness i take as my pre-training for myself before i become a real doctor *mmg poyo macam nak kena sepak je kann?*

i am really clumsy at work. and almost all my manager cant believe that i'll taking medicine and they always said that they doubt me. they even said they wont coming to the hospital i'll be working. hahahahaha.. cant blame them. i also doubt my self. but then, my brother are quitting soon. he said he's not fit into the environment. well, i know just making excuses. he's a guy who cant stick to rules. i mean tight rules. im kindda disappointed with his attitude. but when you arent feel good with your working environment, you wouldnt put your full commitment into the work. same goes with my brother. he come late to work. he always complaint. and now, he's said he is quitting. i cant say more. im sadly too disappointed.

this is just a bit of my pre-working life. just my part time work. not a real job. maybe i wanna hear yours too. just share. :)

of freaks and nerdos.

there's three types of people: 1. normal 2.freaks 3. popular

there's no exact definition of freaks. they just simply some people who dont belong in any popular crowds, they arent so attractive and usually are one of the kind *well you know what i mean*. and these people, because of these reasons are isolated by the crowds, and receive improper treatment like normal and popular people do. i always feel pity to them. they usually end up befriend with people of their kind and make a new FREAK CROWDS.

for guys, freaks included "lelaki lembut". they are frequently isolated from any groups and yeah, they are always alone. i know one guy at my college. *well,you-know-who* u guys can see how his life. even his housemates aren't giving him proper treatment. well, i confirmed that he didnt wish to be born that way anyhow. but, that is he! HIS TRUE SELF!

same goes with my another friend at secondary school. last time, i overheard a guy from my class, a so-called-the-handsome guy, they were talking about her.

bajek hensem guy: kau tau, aku kalau perempuan x cantik malas nak layan. last time, ade S mesej aku tau x. aku ingat awek mana lah yang mesej aku ni. baru nak ayat, aku tanya la sapa ni..? pastu dia reply, saya S. hmmmph, aku nampak je nama dia, terus aku ckp aku bz ader hal nak buat. malas aku layan.

i personally dont think that these world belong to pretty, cool and charming people. we are humans. and we should be treated equally. they have feelings too. and remember guys, KARMA happens. put yourself in their shoe. would you yourself like to be treated the same way..? treat people like how you like people to treat you. :)

001: i gave my number and this is what they wrote for me. :)

bosco:

001 ! Ish ! Ni buat la ni ! Well.. Entahlah how we became close.. But the thing I remember best about you is that you made curry puffs and nasi lemak for me ! And honestly they were great ! You are a very outgoing and outspoken person.. Not shy to voice out your thoughts.. very happening and friendly to all.. Always in smiles and very lively !
P.S. You look great in leggings ! Black leggings !

ah hun:

hehee...nw it is miss 001... oh wat shud i say.... yeah.. at first, i nvr knw there is any tall gal in ktt other than reena and manpreet... bt den, i noticed u wen u joined us during Christmas' caroling... u r such a sporting gal... our frenship getin closer wen u joined badminton gang... evy evening, we wil gila22gether... mmg gila... u hav d talent in bcuming juruhebah... yeah itu dia bola tlekat di jaring... mis u so much.. sumtimes im scared of u 2,.... u r v strong..... bole baling bola... kuat... u r rili strong.. i tabik... smpkan ada yg disuruh spon piza... mmg gila2...... bt sumtimes can get v emosinal too... hehehhe.... hope we can meet agen during KI n gila2 agen... hehehe

haziq:

001, antara budak prmpuan yg plg tggi dkat KTT. tak ingat mcm mana kenal. Kalau tak silap dr captain ball kot. Kalau bcakap memang bsar la suara. Satu KTT boleh dengar. Aktif bsukan. Selalu main bdminton tiap ptg. Xtau bila masa dia ni stdy, asyik tgk dia ni merayau-rayau je. Haha. Ye ke?smart kot. Glad to knw u XD

huzaishysy:

001-err...mau ckp apa ni agar aku x dhentam?hehehe...1st impression,knpa aku dhlg dri masuk kelas kau?bknnya aku mau kacau kau pun.ni mst dpngaruh dgn minah badar tu.p lama2,kau sama mcm bb ja bgi aku.tough outside,tp aku boleh nmpk ah,kdg2 klu drg ni ejek2 kau,kau mcm mnahan airmata ja...social,mcm QiQi.bgi la apa2 kaum dgn kau,boleh bgaul punya

lucy:

001-the most talkative woman..nmpk matang dr sudut penampilan..ambitious dlm melakukan aksi..not bad at all..jd mentor fzik aku time da nk exam..x lokek ilmu..ko tny jek die pape..msti dpt pulangan yg terbaik..sentiasa mkn di kdi mamak..mgkin ad kturunan mamak kot:Dgurau jek...balancing tgi antre study n sport...nice one:D

casto:

001-kebolehan menggantikan speaker d dlm dewan kerana suare yg agak base*..kerkepimpinan..sedikit mata duitan.haha.tp friendly..mudah bergaul..bijak memenuhi ruang..haahaa..petah berbicara..bdn wanita tp berfikiran lelaki pertama pernah ak jumpa..ak rase dy bole pergi jauh..:)

jobot:

001-yang ni asek2 nk mintak aku blanje..cube la skali skale blanje aku lak..tu je..yg laen aku lupe..sori..hahahahahah

mumu:

next special utk miss 001, kenal kat..xyah aa g tau.. sumwhere la.. hehe.. active sukan, pandai, tinggi, suka mnyanyi.. teringat kenangan time BTN, nyanyi kat tandas..hehehe.. suara besar tu, org yg jerit utk alertkan dorm kita time BTN.. nada suara time tu ibarat pelapis Ibrahim pendek.. hehehe.. friendly, mesra, peramah rindu la dgn kau... :D

munie:

001 : first time aku nampak kau, bila lalu class ALL 8 je, first impression: mesra dengan lelaki lebih daripada perempuan. tapi anda sebenarnya unisex. :D sangat suka sports and you are not really afraid to voice out your opinion on anything, & i mean anythingg! haha.Oh, your cooking is one of the best i've ever tasted, kalau boleh, nak upah tolong jadi tukang masak kat college. Quite rajin, and you stand up for your friends, which is one of the things i like. :)

muadz:

001. Em, budak pelik dekat ktt. mula mula aku gelar kakak haziq sebab asyik ajak haziq main captain ball je, and of cos, rajin tegur haziq dekat fb. Oh, ingat lagi the time 001 ni cakap ferrari ada nfs, so we put the car lists of all nfs's series, muehehe. but yea, 001 ni baik, sangat baik sebenarnya. and skema jua :p

thanks for the thoughts tho. love it! :)

lerr. dah free hair? =.=!

masa zaman saya sekolah asrama dulu, saya paling suka melawan. sekolah asrama saya dulu ni boleh la saya kira macam sekolah agama. ye. SEKOLAH AGAMA. kalau saya sebut ni mesti ramai tak percaya. kalau saya cakap saya dapat A bahasa arab PMR pun, tak tentu orang percaya. teringat masa saya naik bas ekspres ke Melaka, ada sorang kakak tu mati- mati tak percaya saya belajar bahasa arab sebab saya tak pakai tudung labuh. haish. mentaliti orang kita. berbalik kepada cerita asrama tadi, masa saya form 2, ada lah undang-undang di sekolah konon nya pelajar perempuan DIWAJIBKAN memakai tudung labuh. alah, tudung labuh bulat-bulat macam budak sekolah agama tu. ko ingat aku nak pakai?? SORRY SKET! maka, atas kedegilan saya itu, saya pun dipanggil ke bilik pengawas dan diberi sepatah dua kata oleh BADAR dan PENGAWAS sekolah sebaya dengan umur saya ketika itu. wahhh, saya mati-mati bangkang arahan diaorang tu. ye la, kenapa pula saya nak pakai tudung labuh. budak-budak yang pakai tudung labuh kat sekolah pun, belum tentu pakai tudung di luar. ye tak? plus, before saya bersekolah, saya cuma pakai tudung ala-ala part time je. haish. maka, atas kedegilan saya, saya pun dibawa berjumpa dan di torture oleh kakak senior. saya dengan sekali lagi memegang kepada prinsip saya untuk tidak mahu pakai. disogok dengan pelbagai hadis dan macam-macam supaya saya menangis dan insaf. saya buat tak endah juga. maka, dengan bengang nya, seorang kakak ni pun suruh saya bagi sepuluh sebab kenapa saya tak mahu pakai tudung labuh. tulis dalam kertas dan bagi secara personal kepada beliau. xperlulah saya list balik apa yang saya tulis. sebab saya pun dah lupa dah.

apa point saya cerita menatang alah ni semua..? sebab saya nak cakap, one of the kakak yang torture saya tu, dah FREE HAIR DAH SEKARANG!

terkejut kan? jangan kan kakak tu, kawan-kawan se'batch' pun ada yang dah berani-berani bukak tudung. haish. manusia memang senang berubah. padahal ni semua geng2 yang pakai tudung labuh masa di sekolah dulu. siap berani tukar profile picture kepada yang tidak bertudung lagi tu. alhamdulillah, saya punya tudung masih melekat di kepala. :)

malu lah sikit dengan saya ni. hish.

kalau siapa-siapa yang berkenaan tu, terbaca post ni, pergilah tukar balik gambar profile picture dan sewaktu dengan nya tu, yang free hair tu, tukar balik ke yang bertudung pulak. tengok pun menyampah kalau awak free hair.

maybe i have to reconsider

i've been working in starbucks for like, what, 1 week and i can say it is super tiring and super stress (sometimes). but what comes in my mind was, this place is busy, there's no room for mistakes and carelessness, well how even worst hospital could be?

at least in starbucks i got a 50 minutes break, i can chat with my partners sometime when it is less busy and also there's no harm on making mistakes. but then, after some deep thinking, this is just starbucks. hospital could be even worst. u may be scolded 10 times more but senior doctors. there no single slit of space for mistakes as you are dealing with lives. and you are busy. i mean, freakingly busy. i may have to manage my own time for sleep, pray and treating patients. well. the major question is,

am i prepared?

physically and mentally.

only Allah knows my main purpose of choosing this field. hope Allah will make things easier for me. :)

i am as never as disgrateful as today. my mum was giving some free lecture on "how to not become disrespectful daughter"

my dad are getting old. and getting emo up to a level that u really need to taking a good care of his feeling that you don't want to hurt him. my mum, still with her opinion that medicine maybe not my best options. i should rather choose business or account. she keep comparing me with the other people's daughter and that's really annoys me. A LOT.

my mum side are not as good in their academics. she always afraid that i might end up become arrogant toward her side's relatives. well, i used to become very close with her side but soon on, i find myself does not belong there. i am not enjoying myself there. =.=!

an there is a battle itself for my mum side and my father side. well, we siblings are closer to our father side but my mum always keep persuaded us that hers are better than my dad's were. i hate hearing those actually.

and sometimes, thing are getting tougher than i thought. A-level are not something you messed with. and there's your youth times are sacrificed.

how i wish i am not as clever as today.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse'.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased.

Selepas pengebumian, semua orang pulang ke rumah, 2 malaikat Mungkar dan Nakir, datang dalam kubur dan cuba memisahkan lelaki kacak ini supaya mereka boleh menyoal lelaki yang telah meninggal itu seorang diri mengenai ketaatannya kepada Allah.

Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.'

When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the Qur'an, neither a Prophet nor an angel.'