people do change, but me...

so many changes occur in life

it can be good nor bad

i saw lots of people around me changes

how about me?

i do need changes

am i the one who didn't feel the changes in me

or

i am totally not changing?

there's a guy i know who once told me that i should change myself

he said i am too rough for a girl

rough? rough? rough?rough?rough? did he just said rough just now?

is it? i did notice some of the guy in college often called me maskulin because i did have some sort of strong hands when i played captaiball. * i wish u guys know dat i played till state level for handball. no wonder my hands are so strong. i dont take testerone,oke* . haha~.. i don't know how u guys define rough but i've lost idea how to be more soft myself.. i cursed a bit (bit?) and yeah, i do talked too loud and too much. i can control the frequency but i can't control the amplitude when i was talking. hahahhahaha~

oke. next time i'll try oke?

no more cursing

no more speaker. reduce amplitude.

less talking

talk nicely

dun bully people

its for ur own sake.

.change.

my name is nader. i am not a penkid/maskulin/boy.

*ala-ala citer my name is khan*

some of u guys may say, "it's oke. just be urself. "

but be realistic. we all know that changing is the best for me.