makna merdeka bagi saya.

kebebasan..? ahh, boring. ayat sama berulang-kali.
merdeka means deeper. in malaysian way, i can summarise my merdeka meaning by this situation.

1. sit in mamak stall while watching Thomas cup and supporting Malaysia! sitting with all other races in one table and regardless of what races, we sit shout to our limit and give our very best support to Malaysia against China. owh! not to forget, on that day, tomorrow is our AS exam.

2. i saw my college's janitor (consist of malay and indians) sharing their lunch box together. how sweet! i mean, you can share your food with others without hesitated. put our trust on them because you know they understand your sensitivity on food.

3. puasa sama-sama with all your non-malay friends. and breakfast together. sometimes, they don't fast, but they try their very best to not let you see them eating neither talk about food to respect you.

4. a friend of different religion come to our Karnival Kesenian Islam in our college. they come to our exhibition and gives support to their friend who are entering competition during this carnival regardless of our religion barrier.

where you can have this situation...? only here in KTT :)

saya mungkin rindukan ramadhan di hostel tetapi ramadhan di KTT terlalu indah untuk dilupakan. :)

di hostel:

pergi ke bazaar seminggu sekali bersama kawan-kawan, berhimpit-himpit dalam bas, mengintai-ngintai lauk berbuka ; kalau sedap, ok la. kalau x sedap, maka, bazaar ramadhan la jawabnya. menonton drama indon di tv9 sementara menunggu waktu berbuka. bersahur pukul 3 pagi or 4 pagi. tidur hampir sepanjang hari pada weekend. hampir setiap minggu balik sebab nak berbuka di rumah. :P pergi ke bazaar dan sengaja singgah di rumah shalina sebab boleh makan best di rumah dia with her sporting parents and her auntie's mouth-pouring cookings! yum! yum! melawak dengan budak lelaki tentang status budak-budak perempuan yang tidak berpuasa.. hahaha

di kolej:

masak.masak. dan masak. hehs. cook almost everyday here. hari ni makan di rumah sendiri, besok kat rumah classmate, besok lagi di restoran.. hehe.. buka puasa dengan rakan2 non-malay yang sedaya upaya nak puasa. bawak mereka ke bazaar ramadhan. masak macam-macam benda baru nih (e.a: caramel pudding, sushi, etc) *perut berbunyi-bunyi* and still looking foward for another exciting activities in ramadhan. :)

AS results are out!

AS results are out, kindda happy. i'm not hoping too far, but getting 3A's and a B was wayy to big for me already. Thanks Allah.

i see some people cry ; cry for happiness and even cry of frustation, i saw some people even smiling one whole day, and i saw a lot of other undefinable emotion here today. but what ever results you get, just be grateful. of course everyone is expecting a straight A's result. but, if ur not getting one, dun frust too much. it's just an AS. not even A2 yet. lots of things can happen. miracle is not imposibble. just study hard. if you fail, at least you've try your best.

for me, 20, 19, 18 is just a number. the borders is just between passing the cut-off point or not. getting a 18 dun make u a worse doctor than the 20 one. is still too early to tell. either getting a 18, 19 or any other points, just be grateful. bila kerja nanti, kita sama-sama kene maki dengan bos, gaji sama.. nothing differentiate straight A's and none-straight A's. just dont let this thing ruin your focus in your A2. i've heard a lots of 20's didnt make it to KI. maybe they take A2 too lightly as they think they can constant the result till A2.

ok peeps. chill. A2 is still waiting. but u guys are gorgeous. i'm optimist that we can keep this glory till A2. hope to see all and every one in our batch for KI! let's work hard together!!
taa.