lerr. dah free hair? =.=!

masa zaman saya sekolah asrama dulu, saya paling suka melawan. sekolah asrama saya dulu ni boleh la saya kira macam sekolah agama. ye. SEKOLAH AGAMA. kalau saya sebut ni mesti ramai tak percaya. kalau saya cakap saya dapat A bahasa arab PMR pun, tak tentu orang percaya. teringat masa saya naik bas ekspres ke Melaka, ada sorang kakak tu mati- mati tak percaya saya belajar bahasa arab sebab saya tak pakai tudung labuh. haish. mentaliti orang kita. berbalik kepada cerita asrama tadi, masa saya form 2, ada lah undang-undang di sekolah konon nya pelajar perempuan DIWAJIBKAN memakai tudung labuh. alah, tudung labuh bulat-bulat macam budak sekolah agama tu. ko ingat aku nak pakai?? SORRY SKET! maka, atas kedegilan saya itu, saya pun dipanggil ke bilik pengawas dan diberi sepatah dua kata oleh BADAR dan PENGAWAS sekolah sebaya dengan umur saya ketika itu. wahhh, saya mati-mati bangkang arahan diaorang tu. ye la, kenapa pula saya nak pakai tudung labuh. budak-budak yang pakai tudung labuh kat sekolah pun, belum tentu pakai tudung di luar. ye tak? plus, before saya bersekolah, saya cuma pakai tudung ala-ala part time je. haish. maka, atas kedegilan saya, saya pun dibawa berjumpa dan di torture oleh kakak senior. saya dengan sekali lagi memegang kepada prinsip saya untuk tidak mahu pakai. disogok dengan pelbagai hadis dan macam-macam supaya saya menangis dan insaf. saya buat tak endah juga. maka, dengan bengang nya, seorang kakak ni pun suruh saya bagi sepuluh sebab kenapa saya tak mahu pakai tudung labuh. tulis dalam kertas dan bagi secara personal kepada beliau. xperlulah saya list balik apa yang saya tulis. sebab saya pun dah lupa dah.

apa point saya cerita menatang alah ni semua..? sebab saya nak cakap, one of the kakak yang torture saya tu, dah FREE HAIR DAH SEKARANG!

terkejut kan? jangan kan kakak tu, kawan-kawan se'batch' pun ada yang dah berani-berani bukak tudung. haish. manusia memang senang berubah. padahal ni semua geng2 yang pakai tudung labuh masa di sekolah dulu. siap berani tukar profile picture kepada yang tidak bertudung lagi tu. alhamdulillah, saya punya tudung masih melekat di kepala. :)

malu lah sikit dengan saya ni. hish.

kalau siapa-siapa yang berkenaan tu, terbaca post ni, pergilah tukar balik gambar profile picture dan sewaktu dengan nya tu, yang free hair tu, tukar balik ke yang bertudung pulak. tengok pun menyampah kalau awak free hair.

maybe i have to reconsider

i've been working in starbucks for like, what, 1 week and i can say it is super tiring and super stress (sometimes). but what comes in my mind was, this place is busy, there's no room for mistakes and carelessness, well how even worst hospital could be?

at least in starbucks i got a 50 minutes break, i can chat with my partners sometime when it is less busy and also there's no harm on making mistakes. but then, after some deep thinking, this is just starbucks. hospital could be even worst. u may be scolded 10 times more but senior doctors. there no single slit of space for mistakes as you are dealing with lives. and you are busy. i mean, freakingly busy. i may have to manage my own time for sleep, pray and treating patients. well. the major question is,

am i prepared?

physically and mentally.

only Allah knows my main purpose of choosing this field. hope Allah will make things easier for me. :)

i am as never as disgrateful as today. my mum was giving some free lecture on "how to not become disrespectful daughter"

my dad are getting old. and getting emo up to a level that u really need to taking a good care of his feeling that you don't want to hurt him. my mum, still with her opinion that medicine maybe not my best options. i should rather choose business or account. she keep comparing me with the other people's daughter and that's really annoys me. A LOT.

my mum side are not as good in their academics. she always afraid that i might end up become arrogant toward her side's relatives. well, i used to become very close with her side but soon on, i find myself does not belong there. i am not enjoying myself there. =.=!

an there is a battle itself for my mum side and my father side. well, we siblings are closer to our father side but my mum always keep persuaded us that hers are better than my dad's were. i hate hearing those actually.

and sometimes, thing are getting tougher than i thought. A-level are not something you messed with. and there's your youth times are sacrificed.

how i wish i am not as clever as today.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse'.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased.

Selepas pengebumian, semua orang pulang ke rumah, 2 malaikat Mungkar dan Nakir, datang dalam kubur dan cuba memisahkan lelaki kacak ini supaya mereka boleh menyoal lelaki yang telah meninggal itu seorang diri mengenai ketaatannya kepada Allah.

Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.'

When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the Qur'an, neither a Prophet nor an angel.'

preview selepas beberapa hari (2 hari sebenarnya) saya bekerja di starbucks

on the moment i'm writing this entry, it's already 2 days i've been working in Starbucks Sunway Pyramid. well, one word to describe all : SUPER TIRING.

i enjoy most of my my time on early shift. i mean, the day shift. where Abang Su (my super manager), Kak Jareena, Kak Yana, Kak Wahida and Khairul was there. they are very, very niceeeeeeeeee people. owh, i forgot to mention Kak fazrina. (haha, i memang want to list everyone's name kan?) oke. oke. kak jareena are the irst to greet me when i am too shy to even speak to anyone (yerp, everyone. i am SHY). then, kak yana and kak waheeda are super nice, dude. they are those people who work with their mouth on which is almost the same as i am. and, kahirul, u are fabulous. u remind me of my fellow KTT friends, Ricky Rack. hehs! kak faz, she is a good coach where she teaches me how to do ice blended more often than anyone else would ask. wee. :D

on night shift, only left kak aqilah that is also quite nice to me. my manager at night usually are Joshua. well, i think he is kindda good looking but he voice are like ROBOT. i mean, the voice sound super funny and speak super fast. i need to think twice before i could even digest what he was teaching me or what he is saying to me. he didn't speak much. he's kind of guy who work more with their hands than their mouth. next, ah kian n ah yong (aku rasa macam ni la nama dieorg. haha.. aku baru kenal sehari okeyy..) these are only chinese beside joshua. kian didnt speak much. yong speak sometimes. maybe because we both are newbies there. :) and, and there's a girl. Nurul. o think she hates me. she didn't speak to me and always tegur my kesalahan. i mean, it's not actually. it's just some stuff i do out of normalities but under the right circumstances. haish. i don't really like her. hope i don't work much with her next time.

the customer here are more civilized (well, so far i've seen). some are quite fussy but it's still okay. for the first time i saw a girls smoking is here as well. and i am quite surprise by the numbers and the way they smoke. even stylo than guys did! feww. tipulah kalau i say tak ada langsung apek hensem, muka ala-ala Kim Hyun Joon, bawak DSLR jenama Nikon ke hulu-hilr, stylo gila baban and sumpah la aku memang dah jatuh cinta kan, tapi apekan daya, selalu nya mesti ade gf dia kat sebelah yang sama hot ala-ala Sooyoung girls generation. haish. kuciwa betul. haish. haish. *mengeluh berulang-ulang kali*

50 jenis rase best yg aku penah rase

1. perasaan biler dpt gather wit KL clan. (pah, anish, hafiy, luq, najo, kiko, aliaa, fatin, fatim.)

2. ketawa giler2 bler ade cter lawak thap cipan.

3. dapat main hujan then mandi air panas..fuh

4. bler dapat masak something dgn jayanyer

5. pastu orang puji pulak masakan kita. :)

6. berjalan-jalan dkt pantai.

7. solat dengan tenang

8. tengok permandangan matahari terbenam/terbit atas bukit.

9. bile x yah beratur time beli tiket kat pawagam.

10. bler posmen dtg bwk bungkusan/surat for me.(except surat2 hutang,surat pibg,surat keputusan exam,surat saman)

11. dapat minum milo ais kaw2~~

12. dpat duit free.(mcm duit raye,duit tah tetibe pakcik bg) wah~

13. jmpe rm10 dlm kocek seluar yg x basuh bpe ari tah.

14. dapat main guitar ala-ala yuna. hehs!

15. ketawa sorang2 sbb kebodohan diri sndiri.cm dulu tetibe bgn pagi siap mndi smua pkai bju skolah, tp tup2 rupa2 nye ari ahad da..lol..haha

16. nmpak stranger tetibe snyum kat ak..(nih only apply kepada apek yang muka ala-ala kim hyun joon)

17. bile ade org bagi tahu yg ak nih cute..hohoho

18. bler dgn x sengaja nyer dgr org mengumpat pasal ak.

19. bler update status dkt facebook ramai gler like and komen.

20. bermain dengan hamster yang gemuk dan fluffy macam brad pitt

21. Buat gathering dengan kawan2 kolej dan main badminton sampai tengah malam. yeah!

22. Mimpi yang diluar jangkaan.

23. aku nak pusing satu malaysia dengan geng2 kat kolej. wow. ni best gile.

24. kalau dapat jog 5 pusingan tanpa henti. heh! :)

25. tengok cerita house back-to-back non stop. pergh. ni kewl gila!

26. dapat memain dengan DSLR John Lau punye. wahhhhh! nanti aku nak beli jugak satu!

27. dengar lagu smbil maen game

28. main counter strike and call of duty sampai pengsan

29. tengok One piece non stop,

30. dpt makan masakan mak aku sampai kenyang tahap maut.

31. Menang sesuatu pertandingan. especially lucky draw.

32. Dapat selesaikn soalan matematik yang susah.

33. Dapat keputusan peperiksaan yang cemerlang.

34. Dapat jawab peperiksaan dengan konfiden.

35. Naek roller coster banyak kali.

36. Bila online facebook n nampak byk gler notification.

37. Gambar kenangan lama.

38. Bila dapat cakap banyak wit stranger.(especially kalau stranger tu pak arab atau mat salleh yang gila hot!)

39. Bila dpat makanan free.

40. Dpat membantu rakan2 yg didalam kesusahan.

41. dapat buli Reena sampai dia menjerit

42. Dengar lagu kuat2 sampai org ckap pon x dgr gne headphone.

43. Dapat tahu ada orang minat kat ak.(ok nih pon after like several year.)

44. Perasaan minat dekat someone bwat pertama kali nyer.

45. Kawan.

46. Ketawa tanpa sebab.

47. Baring atas katil sambil hujan lebat kat luar.

48. Tengok movie free tanpa mengeluarkn 1 sen pon.

49. Dapat tangkap gambar yang lawa giler guna DSLR atau lomo camera. perghh!

50. dapat gaji. yepppppiiiii!

oke. post ini aku tag khusus untuk eric, farah, najwa (buat kau balik dr overc la). dat's all. cinok, len kali jgn tag aku oke. aku bz dgn keje. :P

owh, aku di tag oleh che kiko.

1. Apa yg sedang bermain di fikiran anda sekarang??

saya tengah sumpah kebosanan. tapi nasib baik ahad ni saya dah nak masuk keje dah.

2. Apakah nama samaran anda?

NADER. erm.. camne dpt? it's complicated. or.. also known as NABAB (nadirah babji) by certain people.

3. Senaraikan 3 orang yg anda sayang.

hamsters , family dan kawan-kawan (teorically, ni mmg exceed 3 kan..?)

4. Panggilan utk si dia..

malas la nak layan soklan ni. ingat orang tak tacing k?

tau lah saya tiada si dia. hmph!

HAHAHA. xD

5. Hadiah yang paling diimpikan dari yang teristimewa..

oi oi, ni dah lebih. kan dah cakap takde org istimewa.

tahap tacing makin meningkat

6. Blog mana yang paling suka di 'visit'??

saya suka baca dashboard je. hahaha.. keji kan?

7. Tag pada 5 rakan blogger anda...

cinok

munnie

eric

najwa

hafiy *aku xtau kenapa nama kau jugak yg keluar*

p/s: sekalung perhargaan kepada miss kiko kerana mengetag saya dan membantu mengisi mnasa lapang saya yang tersangatlah lapangnya. soory lah dah ter miss tag2 kau yang sebelum ni. :(